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The bookshelf of memories  Theater of energies  Concussion daydreams  Subtle nightly screams Us, between parentheses

Haiku Would you rather be In love and miserable  Or lone and happy?

Trace your finger From the back of my ear To the tip of my chin Pinch me there  Tip my head back Kiss my neck And whisper to me Your greatest fantasy

I'll shout from the roof  I'm repulsed by your lies  The words fall to your head I'm numb to your cries

Shattered mountain  Rolex dreams  Chocolate fountain  Unbalanced beam  Staircase of sound  Colorful tapestry  Forever bound  To shun all blasphemy  A simple life  With simple pleasures  Will not suffice  In a rich measure 

As crime floods our lives We're left with no surprise When lightening strikes twice We become desensitized 

Heartless  Towards the ones  With the ability To mend a broken heart  Heartaches For those  Who never deserved  Our gift of time  That we keep on giving

Was it a lie?  Or have I just changed my mind?  Was it real  Or not that big of a deal?  I can't remember somehow  Seeming that I'm heartless now My words from days ago Could melt mountains of snow But, I can't feel it anymore  Even though I was just so sure

A subtle vibration of clarity  Prompted my bones to shutter  As your tears flood my veins  The August bees begin to stutter  They form a message so inimitable  That a bookstores inventory  Is bereft of all the words Required to echo such story The synchronized buzzing Of the bees and my bones Provokes a woeful reminder That I am all alone

The sincerest longing  I've ever felt Was for myself  After I became lost In your essence  An unparalleled grief Possessed every moment I spent loving you

 She's pretty as can be With an aura As green as a tree Always want more of Her Presence makes everything better She can calm you down In all kinds of weather And make you think About all kinds of things When you hand her a lighter Her face gets brighter Like flowers in the spring She goes up in flames And the smell of smoke stains Your clothes and your hair But who could care When she makes you so happy  Even when you feel crappy I asked for her name She said "Nice to meet you I'm Mary Jane"

I write with a spoon My ink is milk A bowl is my paper My words; cereal

Simultaneous Devouring my penned word Swigging your milk hat 

You pledge 'just one tonight' So to stay tame Take your first sip Tell her your name Down another Still feel the same Tip back one more Feel unashamed This one was offered Free from a dame What's one more? It's why you came Inside your stomach Resides a flame Retch, heave, spew "Never again" Contrite mornings Who's to blame?

Tanka You shake when you lie Your eyes desist from my own Your heart pounds posthaste I care, yet wish I didn't  I forgive, when I shouldn't

I put away  The only rage  I ever let escape before  I left a note  A direct quote  On the outside of your door  Crimson red  My pen bled Painting words I can say no more Forgiving words  For resentment hurts  I now release you from my core  Closure settles  Mind mellows  My heart is no longer sore

I can taste your sweat You're pulsing inside of me My favorite wet dream I'm obsessed with it The way you fuck from behind Love me deep inside

Hold my hand  Whisper meanings  Till the end of January  Ease into tomorrow  Our fingers still clutching one another  February feelings  A month of red and pink My favorite time For the first time This year only Because of you, my dear My February friend

Looking ahead Strains your eyes Looking back Will only hurt your neck Look at me, now, my love In this lovely little moment Be present with me Take the hint And kiss me, damnit

You tattooed  Your name on my heart, A smile on my face And a sparkle on both eyes 

Love came first Lust came after I came for you You came faster

Falling in love with myself  Executed the loneliest part of me  When I really fell in love  With who I was And who I am now It woke up another part of me That has never seen the light of day Existence a mystery New found friend One who listens  Understands  Brings security and peace  Its presence inhabits my solitude Therefore, I shall never see Lonely ol' me Ever again